I'm Alone In A Room Full Of People.............

As the days, months, years tic by, I realize that I am so different from most. I just don't fit in, nor do I care to. Today is a perfect example: Sitting in Lunchroom with my coworkers. They are laughing and joking about things I have absolutely no interest in. I sit and eat my lunch for an hour just waiting to get back to work. Before, I used to try to get involved in the chatter, but now I just cant pretend, or be phony anymore. Most days, like today, I disagree with everything they talk about. Before I would express my views. Now I just sit in silence. I've finished my lunch, yet I'm so hungry for real communication with someone. Once again, I wonder where 'the others' are. It would be so much easier to just conform, be like the majority. It's lonely being me sometimes..............I have so much to share...............Maya xoxo