She's Taking Me By The Hand......................

I'm thinking that things in my life are really changing for me now, or maybe I'm just more aware of all the changes. I see things in such a different light now. It's like I'm finally seeing the 'big picture'. I've been meditating more since my last entry and I have been experiencing the most amazing things.

Jim and I went down to the beach a couple days ago and we sat under a beautiful tree by the lake. As Jim napped, I decided to close my eyes and meditate on all the beautiful sounds .....like the tides coming in and birds singing. I tried to clear my mind of all thoughts . I focused on nothing but pure 'white'. All I kept focusing on was 'white' . I did this for a while, and it's not easy to stay focused like this. But then it happened..........In my minds eye, I was enveloped in the 'nothing'. Like a blanket of white light surrounding me. It was the most amazing feeling. I tried hard to stay in this place, but felt myself slipping out a little. So I focused on my 'white'. I was able to stay in my 'white' place of nothingness for a short while and then slipped back into this reality we live in.

Jim (my honey), was actually the one who told me about the 'white' meditation as he has used this technique for quieting his mind before he drifts off to sleep. It's the first time in my life I have meditated and really felt like I had a unique experience, an awakening of sorts.......

My eyes are wide open now to so many possibilities. I know what direction I am going in and I'm looking forward to all the new discoveries about myself that await me. I will continue to share this discoveries with you as long as you want to stay with me on this journey I am on. I believe with my heart and soul that if I keep my heart open to love and oneness, the closer I will get to know the source of 'all'...............The 'great mother of all' is taking me by the hand to show me the way and I am following with my eyes and my heart open...

Yours very truly, Maya xoxoxo