Waking up on the inside...

Not sure what to write, but I feel really good today. I'm listening to 'the guitar man' by Bread. The breeze from my kitchen window is blowing on the back of my neck. My Honey is making me a tea.............Life is Good!! I'm feeling really happy right now so thought I should journal something for you to read.
I feel like I've had an awakening of sorts. I'm seeing things very clearly today. I'm really ok. I feel good about my life, my family, my career, and my friendships. I think I'm finally to the point where I don't feel guilty about being 'different'. I like who I am, and I'm really feeling happy about it.
My life is not mainstream, nor is it 'normal' and thats completely ok with me. I'm not going to stop reaching, exploring, growing, or loving because of fear. I know I have to keep moving forward......I 'know' there is so much more waiting for me in this life and I'm looking forward to it. My relationships are precious to me , I treasure them. If I died today, I would take so much love with me, and so many amazing memories.
I have been fortunate enough to experience so many things so far in this life. I am very grateful. The love I have experienced and shared in my life is more than many people will have in a lifetime . My promise to myself and to the great mother is that I share my love with others who need it. I have a lot to give.............and I'm not scared anymore. I feel so free.................I could fly away...............


*Oh, and I'm going to finally play my tambourine!!!


Maya xoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxo